quite surprise

today i just got my first assignment result, is not good,but is not very bad...when the lecturer going to let us see the assignment point, he said "when i call ur name , the people have to see me". If lecturer say ask u to see him, sure u got the low mark. tat time lecturer keep call the student name, so i am very scared he call my name, finally the lecturer called my name. that time just think"sei lo"aiz...but after i got my assignment paper, i saw my point ,my point not very terible ,is more than half ...still ok la...tat time is quite happy coz never think i can get that mark..i tot i sure got very low mark...haha.....then i see my frens point ,i almost same with them also...not bad....

that subject is very hard for me...actually i can understand when during the lecture time but after that will forgot...this subject is more about comment actually i should like it more...but ...anw....the result what I got is quite surprise for me...is quite happy...

this subject still got 1 more assignment have to submit on this thursday..hope i can finish...coz i really the last minuite person, i always duno how to the assignment until last day sudden i just know simply wirte and finish my assingnment...i have to do well iin assignment 2 also,if not final exam will be very scary and stress...so let start now...zz

Attitudes that attract Success

this msg is share by keith ,i think keith is the person always challenge people about their thinking...he is really powerful man...is very powerful msg..and i feel this week God keep speak to me how to be a succesful in life..and not just say to me is apeak to whole church of CHC...i think this is the season of wat about chirstian doing...

-so Attitude is you mental position with regard to a fact or a state .
-your attitude is the control center of you life.
-your attitude governs they way you perceive the world and the way the world persives you.

y i say attitude is the control center of your life?how far u can go not just c ur skill or talent ..sometimes is ur good attitude bring u go further...example:let say u r very smart guy ,very talented,but sometimes y this kind of people can get bad result or when during talent competition they also can't do well..is because they r lazy to study lazy practice, sometimes is worse ,they r very proud so they just don wan practice and go to competition..these all is all about bad attitudes..
If u have a good attitude, may b u r not talent ,may b u r not smart ...but u just have a good attitude,so when during exam u just study hard ,arrange ur time nicely, and when during competition, u just practice very very hard . So at the end u just get a good result or win the competition...or may b u r lose in the competition and ur result is very bad, but when u have a good attitude ,u just don give up and work hard and work hard ,at the end sure can get the good result .so attitude is reall realy important..1

4 great attitudes that attract success:
1.humility= be humble not proud, but being also confident. Humble not mean u r very soft ,but u humble u also can be very strong.
2.be positive = problem solver, so when u face the problem or may b u in negative times but if u r positive person ,u will think the way don solve the problem ,wont let problem failed u ,is win the problem. So when face the problem don say i duno or very hard, first u must think how to solve the problem ...u must always think how...HOW!!...
3.Hardworking = just REMEMBER this LAZY is be POOR, work HARD can be RICH...every successful guy is because they work very hard...this is the ONLY ONLY WAY to be the succesful person...sometimes people get smarter and smarter is because they work very hard,not they r genius ...just because WORK HARD!!
4.willingness = willingness is very important,sometimes people are smart ,but y they still failed ,because they don have willingness. They don willing to be humility , don willing to be positve and don willing to work hard..so i think willingness is most important to how to be successful. so willingness is a choice , so if u wan be a willingness person is ur choice......no 1 can force you just by ur choice...

Willingness is more than a feeling ,it is a choice.
When we are unwilling , we compromise.

4 result that willingness produces
1)willingness produces courage
willing people will have the courage to step out from their comfort zone.
so willing will always helpe u be brave , and allow urself to do mistake.
example:let say u like a gal, when u chasing her u will step out the alot of step,u will become very barve to try to make her happy, buy present to her, some people will step out the comfort zone and go to work is because want buy present to her, this is really not easy for some people..but when u like her, u will have willingness , so willing and take alot of brave to u...and etc.

2)willing produces creativity.
so when u have willingness this will produces ur creativity, let say if u have willingness to study , may be u always get bad resuly ,but willingness can produce creativity, so u will change ur style to study,wont keep use the same style to studyand etc, but if u no willingness u just will give alot of excuse,u will say i study d y my my result still so bad, so stright judge urself i am not tat smart , i am study type, i cant study,Anyway all this just a reason when u don have willingness..so dont let u be the exuses person ,keep ur willingness to produce cretivity.
i keep talk about study coz i am 1 of the student now..=p

-but really being creative also means to be original, to be unique and to be authemtic.being creative means you have a imitated.
-being creative mean you have strategy when you willing u will be change .alot of idea will come out....unwilling just will give exuses...

3)willingness produces the extra mile

the first mile represent our duty, and the second represent our love.The first mile is you obedience, the second is willingess. The expression of love can only begin after demands of duty have first been met.

example:let say u people ask you to pack 1 fried rice to him, if u do extra mile may b u add 1 more fried egg for him, another example people ask u to teach him homework, if u take extra mile u not just to help him homework ,u also encourage him u can do well in homework ,give hm more confident, just give more love to him,let him to feel u really is care about him.

4)willingess produces spirit of v0lunteersim.

willingess makes one run instead of walk, skip instead of drag praise instead of mumor , and thankful instead of complaining willingness strengthens the passion for a cause.

there is nothing stronger than the heart of a volunteer

no example ...tired d...slp lo....hehe...

To get where you want to go if life , u must start from where you are

This message is share by ABEL ...but when i listen this message tat time i felt i am bless by this message and feel wanna be more successful, and dont want to give up anymore...so i must try evrything i can... i don wan waste my time....hehe...this is the message I really wan to share with u guys but my explaination not very good so i copy this message from my Cell group blog...this message is write by my Cell Leader,jenny...she always say i like to say her very talkative ...speak alot ...actuallly i hope i can speak alot like her, and know how to explain myself , know how to say out wat i wan to tell is so good...coz actually alot of time i duno how to say out the thing i want to say... so every 1 enjoy this message...^^

TO GET WHERE YOU WANT TO GO IN LIFE, YOU MUST START FROM WHERE YOU ARE

(by Abel Teh)

James 1:5-8 5 If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him. 6 But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea driven and tossed by the wind. 7 For let not that man suppose that he will receive anything from the Lord; 8 he is a double-minded man, unstable in all his ways

What is "success"? Success is an illusive (deceptive; misleading; false) misery to a special group called 'lucky'. A survey was conducted between two groups of people : the prisoners and the successful people. When they were asked "What is the definition of success?", these are what their answers:

1. For the prisoners, "Success is the people who are lucky enough to escape from police." or "Success means I'm lucky that I'm not caught up by the police." However,

2. For the successful people, "Success is spelled as HARDWORK". This means, success comes when you work hard! Success has nothing to do with luck.

To be successful in life, to go far in life, you must first start asking yourself, "Where am I now?" Are you in the right track of pursuing your dreams? Or have you been walking in a wrong direction that leads nowhere to your success? Are you happy with what you have now? Are you satisfied with your life?

[List down 3 things that you should change and put an action plan on how you can achieve them!] For example:

1. I want to have healthy body. Action plan: Go to gym, eat more vege and drink at least 8 glasses of water everyday.

2. Score good marks in university. Action plan: Write notes every week after class. Do revision at least 12 hours/ week.

3. ...

And make a decision that the Action Plan must start NOW! Change begins with a DECISION. A decision leads to DEDICATION. And dedications produces DISCIPLINE.

Decisiveness is the quality to bring change! What is the enemy of decisiveness? It is called "Ambivalence". Ambivalence means a simultaneous & contradictory attitudes or feelings toward and object, person, or action. Ambivalence is very dangerous as it causes dreams to become nightmares!

Ambivalence = sin of omission (you know you should have done the right things but you refuse to do so. Read: James 4:17) As such, ambivalence produces procrastination!

To stop the habit of procrastination, we should know why we procrastinate at the very first place.

1. Maybe we think the tasks ahead will be too heavy/ hectic. "I can't take it, later la.. later.. I will do it later.. Just give me another 5mins." or "I will freak out if I have to settle this problem now, give me time.. TOMORROW ok! TOMORROW.. i will give you solutions." But in a blink of eye, it's already one week and still.. the problem has not yet been solved. And you realize, you have more problems than a week ago.

2. Fear of change. "Yer.. if I change this ar.. later how will people look at me?"

3. PURE LAZINESS!!!!

Try to think this: If you room is clean, you will not allow dust to "visit" your table, your mirror or even the floor. BUT.. If you room is dirty, you will let the mess be messier.

So, since we want to be successful in life.. Since we want to go far in life, we should first destroy procrastination which prevents us from doing well in life. Amen? A very easy way to remember..

ABDEFGHI - 9 steps:

Activate your planner: write things down! You need to have a planner. Remember: If you fail to plan, you plan to fail!

Break large task into smaller tasks. One step at a time! Break them and attack them one by one! woohoo!! sounds cool, huh? :)

Create deadlines! The deadline must be realistic. For example: "Jenny must lose 3kg in 14 days." (very realistic, right?). Not realistic deadline: Jenny must lose 3kg in 3years" =.="

Deal with the mess! Untidiness kills creativity. So deal with the mess!!!

Encourage yourself! The best cheerleader is you yourself! Eventhough if everyone in the world say that "you can't do it", but if you believe in yourself and say "i can do it no matter how bad the circumstances are", you will be the winner for sure!

Face your fears! Don't be pessimistic instead be positive! Be optimic!

Goals-revealed. When you've finally solve a problem, celebrate! Reward yourself.Hang on.. Don't give up!! When you're down, don't stop, don't give up.

Hang on... Remember this: things that don't kill you will eventually make you stronger.

Initiate now: Ecc 11:4 says the best time is now! NOW means NOW! Not "soon" or "later". The devil will not tell you there's no heaven. The devil will not tell you there's no hell. The devil will tell you, "There's NO HURRY!" Thus, make a decision to DO IT NOW! Don't be condemned by the devil.

I hope this will be very useful and helpful for all of you. LET'S STOP PROCRASTINATION!!! :) Go back to James 1:5-8, the verse clearly says that we need to ask of God for wisdom when we do not know what to do. And when we ask, we MUST ask with no doubting! Amen? As we want to go far and be successful in our life, we need wisdom! We need wisdom to stop the habit of procrastination. We need wisdom in our time management. We need wisdom to achieve success! To get where you want to go in life, you must start from where you are!

so u all enjoy this message...hope u all enjoy it and learn something from this message..=)

today is public holiday..

今天两点这样到达sunway pyramid...因为4点要去redbox 唱歌还...
我是跟我的CGL 和一位Cell member..刚去到那边有点怪因为只有我们三人..hehe

过后整个过程有高潮低潮..但也蛮好玩的..haha...最后我们唱了一首NEW DIVIDE　BY Linkin park。。也是trasfomer 主题曲。。。是很rock 的歌。。很好玩是超级high de...而且那个cell member 也很rock..haha...so 很好玩。。。

过后就跟CGL 去吃面对面。。so也蛮开心啦。。我也不懂自己要讲什么。。但今天过得很开心觉得没浪费时间。。haha。。

去睡觉了
ZZzzzzzz。。。。。。。。

。。。

哇！！刚才一睡醒，刚才吃了午餐吃了药然后睡个午觉醒来我的眼睛就开始钟了。。很辛苦啊。。做么会肿？zz。。可能是吃了药还是什么的。。

还有原本以为没有伤到左手可以玩练习guitar 的。。但右手抱的太厚。。结果拿pick也拿不好。。aiz。。真的超级讨厌现在。。

我的手。。zzz。。为什么这样粗心的。。也浪费了一百块。。"ji dan gao"

今天刚回到KL。感觉还蛮伤心的。。因为离开了我hometown...但也无所谓我知道来KL是为我好的。。

一回到这边晚上我的小组就有，BBQ outing。。我朋友载但我们两用了差不多一个小时才到达目的地，其实路程是超近的。。。

我们BBQ还蛮好的。。就有玩游戏还有，第一个游戏是叫chubby bunny。。还有what har。。还有等等。。。

但是我在开can时，我不小心割伤了手，，很深一下。。血流的很多很多看了都回恐怖，但痛却不是很痛。。结果还好有几位新朋友是PBSM或还有另外一个不懂什么John的。。所以帮我滋了很多血。。。还蛮感动的。。。但他们也硬要我去看医生。。结果花了一百块。。那个一百块是我给mission fund de...zz....心痛到。。。但也不错啦。。也会安心一点因为真的很严重。。

不过还好不是左手。要不然就不能练guitar了。。下次真的要小心一点了。。要不然后果很严重。。。还有不可以动到水。。aiz，，冲凉也麻烦。。==。。zz

好了要睡觉了。。明天八点的课。zz

我剪了头发。。^^

哈哈。。刚刚去剪了头发。。那个理发师。是不会讲话的。。可是人看过去也蛮好的。。他虽然不会讲话，但是他剪头发不错哦。。

我怎么可能说要怎么剪呢，hehe。。其实他是有一位工人会帮你translate，你要什么头就跟他讲吧。。哈哈

结果剪出来真的不错噢。。而且他算我RM20，我妈说他算学生是RM20++,但他算我RM20。。不知道为什么。。暗爽一下啦。。lol

下次有谁要剪头发，可以去这边剪哦。。哈哈。。店名是D‘ZIRE HAIR STUDIO ACADEMY...要地址。。来问我吧。。哈哈

再见。。^^

My Holiday^^

时间过得真快假期已完了，应该明天或后天我就要回到KL去上课了。其实每次放假后就不想再开学，每次开学的前几天我的性情一的是很不好也许很想念sitiawan吧。。就当性情不好时我就会想把我的东西写出来。。。但今天不一样我要分享的都是好的因为再这次的放假，应该也算过得蛮充实也好玩也开心，所以现在会分享我整个的假期旅程，也许会罗嗦。。哈哈

准备好了1。。。2。。。3。。。=.=

考完试的当天，那种感觉是超轻松感觉好象一粒很大粒的石头从我身上拿走了。。其实当时考完时，我就开始但心我考试成绩，因为最后那个考的科目没有信心。但突然就一个想法不用但心太多，要相信你所祷告的。那时就祷告最后一次。。我就准备回家，收市东西回我的hometown了。。我那时也高诉我小组组长，我今天就会了。。其实我小组组长也叫我留下。。因为明天有小组。。他需要吉他手。。当时我性情只是想我的hometown所以什么都听不进。。哈哈。。其实有够坏也很严重。。不听我组长的话。。=.=..。。

过后去到巴车站，就买了晚上十点三十分的车票。。在等巴士时有一个陌生人来跟我握手。当时已经很累也就傻傻的和他握手，结果是要跟我掏钱=.=(炸到）他当时也恐吓我，说他是“ji chiong gai"的"大哥"，他真的是”鸡蛋糕“>.<。。还好我身上只那么一点，结果就给他吧，多一事不如少一事。^^

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应该是回家过后的第二天，有一位朋友（si ying)就叫邀请我在他的interact installation 表演吉他。。而且还说freestyle...haha..当时就想了一下。。其实还蛮想表演的。。但我觉得没东西表演，因为要我solo其实是不可能。。而且当时不知道要怎么跟她讲，因为我拒绝他我觉得他会讲我骄傲。。哈哈。。其实我都不是。。过后还是跟他说了。过后就不理了。。。过了几天我是没什么想这个问题了，当我看到他实他又再次的问我。其实那实业拒绝，但他也叫了我弟弟(jian hua)去表演，然后叫我参进去表演，当时我还是想不可能。。但他不听的叫，所以我当时也一支想有什么可以表演的，过后就想到如果再加多另外一个人进来应该就有东西表演了。我问了那位朋友（andrew)他也答应了。当时我也不懂要表演什么，但我是很认真看到这次的表演，结果我就找了jian hua ,andrew 下午一起来讨论。。讨论了那么久没想到东西出来，其实对自己是有点失望了，但最后还被我们想到了，还真开心的哈哈（虽然可能不是很好）。。。当天是超累的因为我们用了五个小时多想还有练习我们的表演。其实还没练好但idea是有了，但每个人都很累，so就回家先了。其实andrew也很牺牲第二天（星期一）他还有上课（是在ipoh的），可是他却愿意赶回来一起练习结果这个也是我们最后一次的练习。。但表演是在拜四，也不放心。。所以那几天只好自己练咯。。^^..

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星期四咯。。哈哈。。我是蛮兴奋的。。早上起来还是去练习我等下的表演。。哈哈。。对了忘了跟大家说是怎么样的表演，其实也就是band performance 但没人唱歌只是音乐。

说说当天刚到installation 的感觉。。一到那边就有人来招待我们，还蛮不错的，但是很不习惯，因为原本我是想我只是去帮si ying表演而以。为什么还有这种招待。。haha。。但怎样说在他们那边的看法是应该这样对我们吧？？

到那边的是之后又没的test sound or 彩排，因为又是被那一组的人霸占了。。这是第二次我看到他们又霸占了那个台=.=...问他们还要多久？他们说十分钟==。。摆脱现在很迟了，五点办开始。。zz..

结果真的没彩排到。。紧张咯。。haha。。也没办法还是要表演。。哈哈。。

说说当时的气氛当时的气氛真的是又够冷。有一位表演嘉宾是很不错的。。但他表演后，气氛还是冷。。当时我也越来越紧张。。因为再多不久就是我们的表演了。。气氛还那么冷，我不知道该怎么办。。但我一直告诉自己一定要弄热那个气氛（你想太多了）。。haha

本来想给大家看看我们的表演。。但是没太大了放不进。。那就放一点我们表演的照片吧。可是很暗。。

哈哈。。玩得不是很好。。但气氛应该有热一点吧？？表演还可以吧。。？？

还有还有现在我要介绍我的朋友.

他就是siying...^^其实我真的很感谢他噢。。就是他让我有机会表演，而且这次的表演对我的影响很大，这次的表演也让当场的人满意。。因为这次的表演，也得到很多鼓励。。让我比之前有信心能达到我的梦想。。而且这次的表演也可以说解开了我很多我不可能的思想。。就还好他一直叫我表演。。结果我也踏出信心的一步。。接着这个installation我也发现了他很多优点哦，跟他的关系也更好了。。他真的很不错哦。。haha谁要她的电话号码跟我讲吧。。哈哈

现在要介绍我的Band member

右边算起andrew,jianhua,pengetua（@@),我。。。哈哈

没有他们我们的表演就不能成功了。haha。。。你们知道吗。。pengetua 特替要跟我们拍照。。我们真的有购大牌。。哈哈。。其实也听到很多的feed back说我们不错啦。。哈哈。。还有还有。。有一位老师说称站我说u look like korean star...haha...说真的我听了当然开心咯。。=p

现在给你们看看当天拍的照片

　　　全体照。。照片有点古怪哦。。看得出吗？ｈａｈａ

　 这位是ｑｉｒｏｎｇ也是常跟我出去玩的。。^^ ，蛮高噢，但 是还是我比较高。。muahahahaha



2 handsome 1 pretty..^^

Interact president(chuen ni)...^^

2 handsome 1 pretty also...^^

不知道他是什么名。。但也是玩吉他的。
　　　　　　　　　　　拍爽的。。ｈａｈａ　　　　　　　　　　　　
　　　　　　　　　　　这是在ＭＣＤ拍的。。3 handsome and pretty..^^

今天就写到这里吧。这个市上篇。。还有下篇。。懒惰了。。写很久了。。>.<..

要去ＫＬ了想念这里。。T_T．．ｈｍｍ。。ｂｌｅｋ。

Tagged BY SI YING!!!!^^

【个人题】
01你叫什么：建义
02你的绰号：没有特别的绰号，我弟弟（建华）叫我Jaen(知道怎么读吗？哈哈）
03你的血型：O
04你的星座：天平
05你是男还是女：男咯！
06你几岁：21（老了）==
07你住哪里：KL？stw？两个。。
08你现在的学校：Inti College
09你有没有手机：of course!!
10承上，那是多少：??？？

【朋友题】
11你最要好的朋友（限1个）：得强（call him duck also can)haha^^
12你最讨厌的人（限1个）：想不到。。讨厌心机重的人。。
13到20去了哪里？）

【情题】
21你有没有喜欢的人：喜欢还没，兴趣可能有吧
22到目前为止，你跟多少人告白过：正确来说一个吧
23到目前为止，你被多少人告白过：一两个吧。。不知道
24到目前为止，你交过多少个男/女朋友：一个
25现在有另一半吗：没有。。一个也不错。。haha
26你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你会怎样：给他三条线==
27你初恋情人突然跟你告白你会接受吗：都说初恋了，那么久了。。当然不可能
28你为什么会喜欢你现在喜欢的人：特别！有性格！！哈哈！
29你跟另一半牵手过吗：之前有咯。。但是很久没了。.^^
30你和另一半抱或亲过吗：没有的反义词咯。。==
31你跟异性牵手过吗：有
（32和33咧？）
34是谁，你们什么关系：同学
35现在有人在追你吗：没有吧。。haha

【混合题】
36如果有天，好朋友离你而去，你会：感觉生失去一些东西
37如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你会：算了吧。。伤心
38如果有天，好朋友对你喜新厌旧，你会：他的事。。反正他也旧了（希望不会发生）
39如果你很受不了你的父母，你会离家出走吗：绝对不会！
40你上课认真吗：30%认真，70%发梦
41你功课好不好：我觉得不好
42你开电脑都在干嘛：玩game,回信息,聊天,facebook,找资料
43你的即时通有多少个同性：（谁酱得空去算？）
44你的即时通里有多少个异性：（谁酱得空去算？）

【凶手题】
45传给你这份问卷的人是谁：Si Ying(还蛮幼稚的题目）haha
46这个人对你好不好：好。。。
47这个人是你的谁：朋友
48你有喜欢过这个人吗：不讨厌。。还蛮不错的
49你们认识多久了：从小认识
50这个人是怎样的人：好人，蛮“dian”的哈哈。。样子也蛮不错的，但不太清楚他吧～
51这个人正/帅吗：非常
52这个人跟你有没有在一起过：没啦！！哈哈
53万一你喜欢这个人，你会怎么办：没怎么办。。他不错吗。。=p

【联想题】
54说到正妹你会想到谁：我妹！
55说到帅哥你会想到谁：日本和韩国名星
56说到憨你会想到谁：憨是什么意思？
57说到痴你会想到谁：不知道
58说到暗恋你会想到谁：no idea
59说到出去玩你会想到谁：si ying,duck and my secondary school fren.
60说到聪明鬼你会想到谁：pei xin..haha
61说到傻子你会想到谁：自己
62说到笑点低你会想到谁：no idea
63说到爱笑你会想到谁：duck

【学校题】
64你的班导是谁：没有
65你的座位是第几排第几个：每一次都不一样
66你最喜欢的老师是谁：Pn.Lai...中学的
67你的英文好吗：烂透了
68你的体育好吗：中等！
69你的数学好么：比其他的课！
70你喜不喜欢你的校长：没感觉
71你的学校好看吗：很普通
72你的班级是：没固定的
73你的班级在几楼：每一次都不一样
74填后感：很废haha^^

i feel i really lost now..

i think got very long time didnt update this blog d.. about 1 year..next week is my final exam...when the Final exam coming soon my mine will start think alot of negative thing..i am very scared now.. i really scare failed the exam..i think is every people when face the final exam will stress and scare ...anyway when Final exam coming soon , my mine will think i very scared failed if i failed i will feel sry about my parents ,because my parents is work so hard to pay me to come KL study, and suddenly think if i feel the subject i really very waste time..and i dont wan to waste a lot of time to study in diploma..if i will failed i will take b the same subject ,like tat is really really bored ,tat also can make my study passion become lower and lower so i dont want this kind of thing happen to me..but now is really hard because got 1 subject is really hard for me and other still ok ok...i really duno how..if i failed the subject i will feel i am waste 1 year to come here study..but if i give up in the diploma i feel i am just nothing..if failed the subject will feel like i go wrong way tats y i feel i am lost..if lost want start from begining is very hard..i know i can stay at my comfort zone ..but how and where is the motivation for me?i cant find my motivation..T_T...